LIFE

I don't think I've ever realized how afraid I am to LIVE. Some people are afraid to do things by themselves and others are afraid of being around too many people at once, but I am afraid to live my life. I think it's because I'm afraid of disappointing myself. I get myself lost in so many books and movies and whatever else to put off actually living my own life which I think is quite fascinating and incredible thus far.

Life is a great big waiting game anyways. Everyone's rushing off to the end, death. I know that's a little dark and whatnot, but honestly, people are always speeding off after a red light in their car only to have to stop at the next red light and etc. Or haven't you ever rushed for a appointment and you were really anxious and frustrated because you were late, and you get there and you have to wait. We're always rushing just to wait. So interesting. I think I'll try to slow down and watch a bit more.