I checked out The Rock Oasis today. The staff had some attitude, but the climbing was good. The bouldering was better than the Climbing Academy, but the people were nicer there.

Today I noticed how rapidly my moods seem to change from being really grateful to being really doubtful. I absolutely love what I am doing right now and the reason why I am here, but I wake up every morning wondering if I'm capable of it. I can't seem to ever feel completely comfortable with getting up in front of 30 high school kids. I feel like I have to keep proving myself to everyone, especially myself.

I realized today how much I miss social interaction. I miss having friends I can call to make lunch plans with and stuff. Not that I can afford it now anyways, but just having the option of being able to call people and meet up with them. I never understood how the hell people are able to make friends with people in a new city.